Been awhile again since my last post. I don’t know what it is, but I just can’t seem to find the time or the energy for the computer these days for some reason. I can’t remember the last time I actually checked my email. If anyone has sent me anything and I haven’t responded, sorry. I’m more apt to see something you send me on Facebook or Twitter than I am in an email…LOL Kind of sad, huh?!?!
So I went to California on June 9th and stayed for 3 weeks. Seeing my mother is always so great for me; if you know me and my mother, though, you also know that it’s a hugely stressful time for both of us. We are both very strong personalities and we tend to clash in a lot of ways. There is so much love there, though, that the happy moments always far outweigh the stressful ones. This trip was about going to see David Cook with my favorite family member in the world, Krista and taking Jake back to Sea World to actually touch the dolphins. The rest was all up in the air. Spending time with Krista is always one of my favorite things to do. We have the sort of relationship where we don’t really have to be doing anything special, we just like to be together. One of our favorite group activities is, believe it or not, just sitting around with coloring books and colored pencils and coloring. We both have these stupidly expensive Disney Princess coloring books that have really high quality paper and we guard them jealously, not letting anyone (no, not even Jacob) color in them but us. Kind of sick, really, but it’s really so much fun to just stop for an hour and do something so simple and so rooted in our childhoods. Oddly enough,though, neither of us really color at all when we aren’t together. Krista gave me another new hobby this trip, though. The Lakers were playing in the NBA championships against the Orlando Magic and K is a HUGE Lakers fan. So the first night we hung out together game 4 (I think) was on and she said she had to watch it. Anyone that knows me well at all knows that I’m absolutely not a sports fan in any way, shape or form. So we got out coloring books and I got out Mom’s laptop and settled in for what I thought would be a boring television event, but still time with K is so rare b/c of the distance, so any time at all is priceless to me. About halfway through the game, though, I realized that I was watching the TV almost as much as I was reading posts on Ravelry. By the last five minutes of the game I had put the laptop down and was watching the action raptly. By the time the final game rolled around a few nights later, I was all about the game. I cheered and I booed and I jumped up and down. I was almost hoping the Lakers would lose so that there would be another game. They didn’t lose, though, and the victory was amazing. So now I’m a basketball fan. A Laker’s fan at that. Looking very much forward to pre-season. Of course, knowing me, it may not last. We’ll see. I was a “hockey fan” for awhile when the Wings won their first Stanley Cup in however many long, long years. That lasted about half of the next season and then I got bored out of my skull with it all (I think I just committed a sacrilege as far as my mother – a RABID Wings fan – is concerned).
I finally got my own copy of New Pathways for Sock Knitters, so I can finish the second Spiraling Coriolis sock. I’m about 2/3 of the way done with it, maybe a little less. I got so excited about sock knitting that I joined the 52 Pair Plunge III @ Ravelry. Of course I haven’t even finished pair #1 so I’m WAY behind…LOL I think , though, that once I finish the WIPs that are outstanding gifts I owe to people (the Moderne Baby Blanket for Fran’s new granddaughter and the Anouk dress for Lisa’s new baby due any time now) I’ll throw myself a little more into sock knitting. I’ve just ordered matching sets of fixed circs. from Knit Picks: one each of the Harmony and the Nickle plated in sizes 0-3 (which is actually 6 needles in each material b/c there are 2 different sizes of 1 and 2 b/c of the metric measurements) in the 24″ length. I was going to just order the sizes in the Harmony wood in the 24″ and 32″ lengths so that I could differentiate easily when using 2 circs (which I really do like for socks) but I thought that the different materials for the tips would make the distinction even easier and I really have found that I like the nickle more than I thought I did. I have the Options sets in both materials so if I need longer than 24″ needles I’ve got that covered as well.
I love shopping at Amazon, btw. I just ordered and received the newest version of the Kindle; it was an early birthday gift from my mother. LOVE LOVE LOVE it!!! I’ve already got five or six books and several blogs on it. So nice to have choices in such a slim and light container. I always want to take something to read with me, but can’t ever decide what so I end up schlepping three or four hard cover books with me on vacations or when I know I’ll be bored for awhile. Great for choice, but heavy as all hell. This is much nicer!! I also ordered a whole slew of knitting books:
- A Treasury of Knitting Patterns Volumes 1 & 2: I’ve always wanted to have a great stitch dictionary collection and I like these the best so far. I’m not big on designing things myself – I’m still too chicken to even play too much with changing elements in patterns that I’m following. Just looking through these books, though, has inspired me a bit. I found myself thinking ‘that would make a great cuff or edging on a sweater’ or ‘that would be a great cuff or leg pattern for a sock’. It’s a step in the right direction. I WILL get braver with my knitting before the end of year. My goal is to design one thing, no matter how simple it is – maybe I’ll design the scarves I’m planning to make for TJ and Jake this year rather than following a pattern.
- Elizabeth Zimmerman’s Knitting Workshop, Elizabeth Zimmerman’s Knitting Almanac and Knitting Without Tears: I’ve heard so many great things about E.Z. and I thought this would be a great time to “get to know her”. I thought I ordered The Opinionated Knitter as well, but I guess not. It’s something for the future.
- Lace Style: You can never have too many lace knitting books
- A Gathering of Lace: See above….love the lace knitting!!
- The Intentional Spinner, The Spinner’s Companion and Spin Control: I’ve been spinning for a little more than a year and a half now and I still kind of feel like I’m working blind. I can spin a decent yarn but I have very little control as to how it comes out. I’m still not sure about the different kinds of drafting and how to do them. I’m in love with spindle spinning, which I feel like I have a lot more control with, and I love my wheel, but I feel like I’m always playing catch up when I’m using the wheel. I rarely, if ever, get the yarn that I expect to get from it. I want to learn more and to get better. I really need a spinning class to get me on the right track. I need someone to teach me all these different “draws” and how they work and what I’m doing wrong…
- Teach Yourself Visually Hand-dyeing: I love hand dyeing and another book on it can only be good.
- Sock Innovation: I’m all about sock knitting these days and I’m a big fan of Cookie A.’s designs even though I’ve never knit one. The chapters on design are really a big selling point for me.
- Toe Up: This is the WendyKnits book. I didn’t actually order this one, I bought it at Barnes N Noble while I was in CA. I found I really like the toe up method of knitting socks and there are really cute patterns in this book. I’m looking forward to knitting some of these for the “Plunge”
I’ve had a lot of time to look through my book and play with the Kindle in the last few weeks. Here’s a big TMI warning if you don’t want to know more than you ever dreamed about my cycles and periods….
I’ve been undergoing the very beginning of fertility treatments since late March. 50 mg. of Clomid from days 3-7 of the cycle. Only did one cycle and it didn’t work. I got my period 50 days into the Clomid cycle and it started with spotting that lasted for almost 2 weeks, which was annoying but tolerable. When I was out in CA the real period finally started and was heavy (which I expect) and irritating – it got bad the same day as the David Cook concert, of course – but it wasn’t unbearable. Now that I’m three weeks into this period and I’m bleeding like a stuck pig half the time with HUGE clots and not bleeding at all the other half, I’m irritated. It’s gotten to the point where I have to stay in bed or on the couch most of the time b/c any real activity or straining myself makes the bleeding horrible. For example I got out of bed on the 4th to hang out at the bonfire in the yard b/c my mother-in-law and TJ’s Aunt Nancy were there. Just sitting out there, walking around and playing with Jake a bit was the most I did and when I got back inside I ended up having to change my pajama bottoms twice in 30 minutes. I’ve been feeling dizzy, foggy headed, crampy and just plain yucky since this started. Saw the doctor today, had an ultra sound and am going to meet with a new fertility specialist tomorrow morning. So nervous!! I am terrified that I’m going to find out that I can’t have another baby and that would break my heart. TJ and I are not necessarily in agreement about fertility treatments. I’m all about doing whatever it takes to have another child and TJ isn’t sure if he’s on board for getting really into the infertility treatments. He’s terrified by the though of higher level multiples and he’s afraid that my body won’t deal well with “forcing” pregnancy. IVF is still a long way away, I hope, but he’s so against the thought and while it’s not my first choice for a way to have a baby, if it’s my only option, I’m totally on board with it. This is going to be a long process, and it’s going to take a lot of talking and figuring out what is important to us and what our priorities when it comes to family are. I’m scared!